The models in my pictures are both marginalized and misunderstood…[l]ike the Virgin, they are untouchable and misunderstood.
— TIME Magazine
 

The inspiration for the VIRGIN series came to me in 2002, while I was reading about the lives and artwork of the Old Masters. I was astonished to discover that artists such as Caravaggio, who were best remembered for their church-commissioned paintings, frequently turned to prostitutes and other marginalized women when seeking models for their paintings. Digging more deeply into the stories and lives of these little-known women, I uncovered the back story of Caravaggio’s “The Death of the Virgin” (ca. 1604-1606). According to countless art historians, the artist appointed his mistress, a known prostitute, as his model for many of his paintings which portray the life of the Virgin Mary. The traditional Christian iconography was stripped away and the Virgin was displayed postmortem, as a corporeal being, rather than as an ethereal spirit’s assumption into heaven. The parish of the Carmelite church of Santa Maria della Scala rejected the painting, however, believing it sacrilege to display. The painting then disappeared from public view for years, before eventually coming to reside at the Louvre Museum in Paris.

 
The Annunciation of Cortona 1434 Fra AngelicoThis early Renaissance painting depicts a joyful encounter between the Virgin and her cousin, Elizabeth, the mother of John the Baptist. This visitation is the earliest moment that Mary acts a “messenger”…

The Annunciation of Cortona 1434 Fra Angelico

This early Renaissance painting depicts a joyful encounter between the Virgin and her cousin, Elizabeth, the mother of John the Baptist. This visitation is the earliest moment that Mary acts a “messenger” between God and humankind, as it was the first time the presence of Christ is acknowledged.

Ad Visitatio (The Visitation) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Ad Visitatio (The Visitation) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 

This 17th-century sex scandal, variations on which have played out in the years since, led me to think about the fact that, for centuries, the treatment of women in works of art has been dichotomous. To be a muse, you were either a virgin or a whore. Were things really any different in the 21st century? Was either of these narrow depictions at all fair to women? I also thought about the Virgin Mary, a frequent subject of paintings in Caravaggio’s time and so many others, who had so little to say in the Bible. The Virgin is portrayed as an untouchable, inhuman figure. On the other hand, was the Virgin entirely antithetic of the models who posed for the artists depicting her?


With this refreshed backdrop story in mind, I asked myself: who could be considered one of today’s misunderstood cultural icons? Immediately, porn stars came to mind. These people are mostly visuals; they have millions of followers, but we don’t really know who they are or how they came to be. We don’t hear their voice. Like the Virgin Mary, porn stars are icons. They are a cultural force, but they are rarely thought of as real people. Notably, they also share a similar profession to so many of the women who, centuries before them, served as models for the all-male Old Masters as they painted the Virgin Mary in so many church-commissioned works of art.

 
Sorry Conservatives, Stormy Daniels as the Virgin Mary Actually Makes Sense
— VICE News 2018 Kara Weisenstein
 
 
The Virgin Dolorosa with Hands Apart 1555 TitianThis work embodies the devotion and suffering of a mother. Titian’s contemporary rivals, such as Michelangelo, criticized the sentimentality of the tears in these Flemish inspired works.

The Virgin Dolorosa with Hands Apart 1555 Titian

This work embodies the devotion and suffering of a mother. Titian’s contemporary rivals, such as Michelangelo, criticized the sentimentality of the tears in these Flemish inspired works.

Nostra Domina Doloris (Madonna of Sorrow) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Nostra Domina Doloris (Madonna of Sorrow) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 
 
[Nesgoda] sought to combine Christian iconography with contemporary pornography to draw attention to the fact that, from a certain perspective, both represented reductive, misogynistic views of women.
— ARTNET News 2018 Taylor Dafoe
 
 
 

With all of this in mind, I sought to recreate these paintings centuries later, as a hagiographic photographic series. This time employing women from the adult entertainment industry as stand-ins for the Virgin Mary. I drew from Renaissance-era paintings depicting Mary, such as Simone Martini’s “Annunciation,” painted in 1333; “The Visitation,” painted by Fra Angelico in 1434; and Titian’s “Virgin Dolorosa With Her Hands Apart,” from 1555, among others, as I mapped out the life of the Virgin Mary, beginning with the Immaculate Conception and continuing the narrative of her life, death, and Assumption into Heaven. I shot my photographs using saturated colors and chiaroscuro lighting inspired by artists like Caravaggio, paying careful attention to skin and fabrics; I also incorporated classic Catholic iconography, such as the exposed breast (humanity) and feet (humility). The photos were shot on large-format color slide Fujichrome film.

 
Pietá 1600 Annibale Carracci The Pietá is one of the most common artistic representations of the sorrowful Virgin. She cradles the dead body of her son with pity and compassion, as Christ has died for the sins of mankind. This deep emotion was inten…

Pietá 1600 Annibale Carracci


The Pietá is one of the most common artistic representations of the sorrowful Virgin. She cradles the dead body of her son with pity and compassion, as Christ has died for the sins of mankind. This deep emotion was intended to elevate the viewer to piety and religious sentiment.

Pietá 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Pietá 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 
 

While I was born a Roman Catholic, I had always questioned the church and its doctrines and policies over the years. VIRGIN gave me a vehicle in which to grapple with some of these issues. However, it’s important to note that I didn’t create the series with the goal of mocking or ridiculing the Catholic Church in any way. I also received a positive response after showing the photographs to a Jesuit priest and nun who I was friendly with, in hopes of assuaging some of the instinctive “Catholic guilt” that I was feeling. Both told me that the women in my series were just as worthy of portraying the Virgin Mary as anyone else, which I found both comforting and empowering.

 
 
The Annunciation 1333 Simone Martini & Lippo Memmi This piece is considered one of the most outstanding examples of Gothic art. The Virgin is depicted sitting on a throne, reading, at the moment the archangel Gabriel tells her that she will bear the “Savior.” The lilies remind us of her purity and explain the reluctance in her reaction.

The Annunciation 1333 Simone Martini & Lippo Memmi


This piece is considered one of the most outstanding examples of Gothic art. The Virgin is depicted sitting on a throne, reading, at the moment the archangel Gabriel tells her that she will bear the “Savior.” The lilies remind us of her purity and explain the reluctance in her reaction.

Annuntiatio (The Annunciation) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Annuntiatio (The Annunciation) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 

For more than a decade after I shot the photographs, I chose not to show them, following some early negative feedback, with one printer even declining to print the images. But then, in 2018, more than 400 years after Caravaggio caused a stir among the clergy by using his mistress as a model for the Virgin Mary, news broke that President Donald Trump had paid off adult film actress Stormy Daniels (one of my models for VIRGIN) to keep quiet about an extramarital affair they’d had. A friend of mine sent the photos to TIME Magazine, who published them alongside images of the paintings that inspired them.


This time, the series was critically praised and the photographs were found to be particularly appropriate for the era we find ourselves living in today; they are “imbued with new meaning,” according to Artnet’s Taylor Dafoe, and “[make] a lot of sense,” per VICE news’ Kara Weisenstein. The media called the photos “‘perfect’ reflective surfaces for fantasy, redemption, or both.” To Dr. Aaron Rosen, a professor of religious thought at King’s College London, the photographs even align well with some of the Bible’s teachings. “Is someone like Stormy Daniels less worthy of salvation?” he asked in an interview with VICE. “I think that’s something that Jesus would strongly disagree with. It’s precisely the people that others find appalling or uncouth or don’t approve of [...] that Jesus specifically seeks out in the gospel.”

 
 
Noli Me Tangere (Touch Me Not) 1514 Titian Christ appears to Mary Magdalene after his resurrection to comfort her. Overwhelmed with emotion, she reaches to him. But, wishing for his followers to not cling to his physical presence, he requests not be touched.

Noli Me Tangere (Touch Me Not) 1514 Titian


Christ appears to Mary Magdalene after his resurrection to comfort her. Overwhelmed with emotion, she reaches to him. But, wishing for his followers to not cling to his physical presence, he requests not be touched.

Noli Me Tangere 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Noli Me Tangere 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 
The Church condoned the presence of these ‘sinful women’ in their cathedrals under the auspices of trying to convert them into good Christians. But, let’s face it, it was most certainly about obtaining the best art from the most famous artists.
— Musée Magazine 2019 Nika Nesgoda
 
 
 

VIRGIN challenges contemporary and historical notions of celebritydom, class, identity, and divinity. It is an interpretation of classic works in the light of the present, while at the same time confronts age-old questions about how we view the women who serve as artistic muses. Who deserves society’s worship and idolization? There is something both primal and cultural about iconography and pornography, virgin and whore. Throughout history, these female muses were expected to be one or the other (or both), and the same largely holds true today.

 
 
Death of the Virgin 1514 Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio This work was the catalyst for the VIRGIN series. Originally rejected by the parish because the artist was rumored to have modeled the Virgin after a prostitute. The work was later praised as one of Caravaggio’s greatest works and today is in the Louvre in Paris.

Death of the Virgin 1514 Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio


This work was the catalyst for the VIRGIN series. Originally rejected by the parish because the artist was rumored to have modeled the Virgin after a prostitute. The work was later praised as one of Caravaggio’s greatest works and today is in the Louvre in Paris.

Mors de Virgine (Death of the Virgin) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Mors de Virgine (Death of the Virgin) 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Maria Lactans (Nursing Madonna) 1423 Masolino Dell’ Umiltá The nursing Mary baring her breast celebrates the end of the plague, and is a traditional gesture to Christ when asking mercy for sinners. The maternal act of breast feeding symbolizes the Virgin’s humility, mercy, and solicitude for all of humankind.

Maria Lactans (Nursing Madonna) 1423 Masolino Dell’ Umiltá


The nursing Mary baring her breast celebrates the end of the plague, and is a traditional gesture to Christ when asking mercy for sinners. The maternal act of breast feeding symbolizes the Virgin’s humility, mercy, and solicitude for all of humankind.

Maria Lactans 2002 Nika Nesgoda

Maria Lactans 2002 Nika Nesgoda

 
 
Nesgoda cast adult film stars as the Madonna as a way of zeroing in on the complexity and humanity of both. In a way, she is asking who is worthy of being idolized.
— VICE News 2018 Kara Weisenstein
 
 

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